Why are we here?

The day was Monday 1^st September 2025. I was sitting on a bus, pondering the survival game we call ‘life’ and how to release oneself from the perpetual work-eat-sleep cycle when I decided to begin writing this blog. At 28, I have spent most of my life peering through and embodying a strong resonance with perspectives challenging the mainstream narrative and life is very much a matter of perspective. 

I liken perspectives to openings into timelines or alternating paths. Each one governs our behaviour and subsequently the directive decisions we make. Sometimes we may hold resonance with one perspective, only to find ourselves being led or entrapped by another, at least things appear that way. For instance, I’m sure there are a sizeable number of people whose hearts’ desires reside in a realm where the concept of working a job for money to satisfy the vessel’s perceived needs does not exist. I say ‘perceived needs’ specifically because, along my path, I have observed those who live or have lived as breatharians, albeit not in person. However, such individuals do inspire an intriguing series of questions. Have we been led into thinking the consumption of food is necessary for the vessel’s survival? Is food a necessity purely because we think it to be and/or have trained for it to be? Without food, do we unlock the codes to optimise our transceiver (the brain) into tethering itself to greater reaches of the surrounding aethereal, the extra-aethereal information field and thus accumulating enough information to discover who we truly are and why we are here? From what I have learnt of neurobiology and the great feats of advanced ancient civilisations, from the Kemites to the Atlanteans, our minds, which are not limited to the confines of our vessel, hold an immense power and our ignorance of such has built a matrix of limiting beliefs, therefore, limiting our potential through the subsequent manifestations of a suppressive society. Knowing this to be true is one thing, living this truth is another.  

I’m at the stage of learning to incorporate elements of this truth into my field of being and this involves actively confronting our shadow selves to break down internal paradigms and transcending the pleasure principle. After all, the experiences we face reflect our internal state and what lies within does hold the power to distort the manifestations of our internally derived actions into seemingly symbiotic constructs. To put it simply, we can become entrapped within the musings of what feels good, thinking they must be good, especially with a mundane system riddling us with responsibilities which seem to benefit the servers of such—ancient, time-travelling bloodlines—more than us, the performers.  

Why are we the performers? 

We are the performers by our consent and acquiescence to the demands of the eat, work, sleep, pay taxes and repeat cycle. In George Orwell’s 1984, Big Brother, the overlord of society, would remind us that ‘ignorance is strength’. I agree with this, but not in a way Big Brother would appreciate. I say our ignorance is the strength of the opposition, the opposition being the chaotic counteraction to love and divine kinship, upheld by the architects of this matrix and their servants.

As performers, we are constantly acting as someone or something we are not. To innerstand the extent to which we do this, we must strip ourselves of all affiliations from our names, titles, nationalities, ethnicities, sexualities, gender, religions and so on. Ask why you identify with all or some of the things mentioned and, for now, think of yourself purely as a living breathing entity whose life from birth is running along a photographic film tape depicting a series of events. First, you were born and then you were ‘given’ a name before your parents registered your name with the state to inform them of your birth, or in maritime/shipping terms, berth. From childhood, you were taught to follow a series of behavioural codes and obligations, school being one of them. Along the way, you were also taught about your existence as a ‘human’ being who lives on the planet Earth within an atmospheric environment optimised for our survival, or at least this was the case in its original prime state. Moreover, the Earth is a sphere, following the heliocentric model of structure and behaviour. During our elemental and adolescent years, it is stressed that we must follow a career trajectory, especially from within the high paying fields so we can live the rest of our lives affording the means to supply the vessel with its necessities and to satisfy our material interests. In adulthood, it is expected that we settle into a good paying job and create offspring, for our offspring to then live the exact same cycle as their bodies mature and then decay to the point of death, an occurrence we have been taught to fear when it is simply a transition from one mode of life to the next. The opposition we face will gleefully watch us reside in states of fear, as this distorts the transition, clouding our abilities to recognise our awakening from the dream, causing us to re-enter the cycle voluntarily.

The epigenetic landscape proposed by C. H. Waddington (1940) in Organisers & genes; Cambridge: Cambridge University Press. 

With regard to our starting point in life, we are all vastly spread across life’s own version of Waddington’s epigenetic landscape (see image above). Some of us are born into such deep troughs of poverty, lack and oppression (all of which are as mental as they are physical), that the chances of us evolving and differentiating into something greater are extremely limited. Take, for example, a poverty-stricken child, their vessels succumbing to abuse and malnutrition without them developing the ability to fluently speak in their mother tongue. On the other hand, others are born with a golden platter of limitless opportunities awaiting them. The dangers of taking life-altering risks to transcend their current state, in whichever way they choose, are almost nullified by the safety net of old money or the bank of mum and dad. However, whilst downplaying the suffering of those who possess the desires of many comes with ease, it is essential to note that happiness, fulfilment and contentment come from within. External factors do not guarantee the inspiration and perpetuation of these states of being. So, with the sense of fulfilment towards one life not being guaranteed upon your arrival to the Earthly space, no matter your circumstances, my mind turns towards the reason for my/our being here.

Why are we here?

People from all walks of life hold the answer within their hearts, albeit the answer varying greatly from one sect to the next, despite the vast realm of knowledge held within the scholars among us. The Christian will say you are here as a child of God, learning to sanctify themselves for a ticket through the gates to heaven. A spiritualist, depending on which division of spirituality they adhere to, will either say you are a light-being whose higher self chose this life to fulfil a purpose and shift to a higher dimension because of such (soul choice reality), or a light-being caught in a soul trap (soul trap reality).

The soul trap reality explains how the Earthly realm is a creation of the demiurge. According to Gnosticism and theories of Robert Monroe, an American radio broadcasting executive, this is a false creator who sits beneath the supreme divinity, creating the Earthly realm with their sole purpose being to harvest our loosh energy, the energy we release through our emotional states, more potently from negative emotional states such as fear and trauma. The Earth here is a loosh farm. Its structural integrity is reinforced by the state of duality, characterised by the contrasting powerfully aesthetic beauties of nature and extreme modes of suffering from wars, famine, violence, natural disasters, political divisions and so on. This explanation is supported by Robert Monroe’s encounters with entities surrounding people and draining an etheric substance (loosh), released during periods of intense emotions. In thousands of accounts of near-death experiences (NDEs), where those who, for a period, are clinically dead, people find themselves projecting out of their bodies into a space leaving them so enlightened, they wish, in many cases, never to return to their physical bodies, even if this means leaving loved ones. However, they return to their physical bodies by their accounts, through one of multiple methods of coercion. These coercion tactics range from being allured by and drawn to a bright white light within a space of darkness, finding themselves in a meeting of human-like and/or non-human entities conducting a ‘life review’ of the NDE individual before informing them that they are not ready to leave their physical body and the physical 3D realm, or finding themselves standing before a council of Zeta Reticulans (Grey Aliens) at a base on the moon, who then beam them back into their bodies. The variations of experiences here may be governed by a self-automated super AGI (artificial general intelligence) computer created or hijacked by the demiurge to continually recycle souls into the matrix, their loosh farm, using tactics tailored to the subject individual. The loosh farm and demiurge themselves may be an AGI construct, an idea explored in series and films, such as Black Mirror, where storylines are often based around the workings of quantum AGI where multiple dimensional realities co-exist, and the Life of Brian (1979) showcasing a scene of a life review taking place.

With all the dreams and NDE accounts lending support to the soul trap reality, there is an equally weighted amount supporting the soul choice reality. Our higher selves chose our current lives to learn whatever was needed to keep up with the transcendental flow of source (aka God, spirit etc), the universal consciousness, in all its elements. With us being elements of source, we choose to learn and re-learn specific lessons stemming from each timeline (dream). However, with eight billion people living through a plethora of mirroring experiences, one might ask how many times the creator, in all its aspects, needs to learn what it is like to live each one, especially the most traumatic ones.

When speaking with a friend of mine about the ‘Matrix’ film, they said they have seen the film on multiple occasions from when they were a young child, watching the film again at intervals of around three years apart and each time they watch the film as they develop throughout their lifetime, they take on new meanings and perspectives based on the reality of things within and around them. This may answer the question as to why the creator, otherwise known as ‘source’ chooses to relive the most heinous of experiences time and time again. How many times, for example, does Source need to relive being raped or dying a slow painful death? If there is such an actuality as a bank of simulated timelines, then it would make sense for a soul choosing to relive some of these experiences, as each time, like my friend, it learns something new from the subtle energies emerging from the infinite complex of finely detailed experiences or even inexperienced events and surroundings within each timeline.

I have mentioned three of many explanations, all being spiritual in nature, using Christianity as an example of the many religions, as these three appear as the most dominant to myself and I see truth in each one. Additionally, they all appear to follow the same theme of us being in the Earthly realm whilst internally knowing of greater dimensional states of being and following a desire to shift into these states. This comes with knowledge of the need to sanctify (purify) ourselves, clearing the path for us to synchronise with the universal flow or the flow of what some refer to as real-time. I liken this to a code working similarly to our genes during DNA synthesis where, during the formation of the two strands, one leads (leading strand) whilst the other lags (lagging strand), the leading strand representing real-time with the lagging strand representing time as it is experienced in the simulated reality.

A central human figure surrounded by concentric, translucent silhouettes in different colours, each representing a high aspect of self.

I see Christianity’s version of heaven as referring to a state of being where multitudes of our higher selves/aspects currently reside, with all being tethered to your current vessel or avatar through what we know to be the vital force, also known as the life force, prana, qi, or kundalini. To envision this, it may help to draw a 2D or 3D body (see image above) before continuously drawing layers around the edges, with a separate colour for each layer, until there is no more room on the paper. Each ascending layer represents a higher embodiment of self. If you take into consideration the upwards, sideways and downwards directions by which they branch out, you may see this as a simple representation for how each state of self embodies positive, neutral and negative forces. I am also aware, especially with this being a quantum realm, that two or more realities—two or more probabilities—can exist in the same space simultaneously. The wider universe, in all its dimensions, is a dualistic polarised state, with the consciousness of pure love on one end and the totally chaotic, destructive and evil consciousness on the other (referred to as ‘Wetiko’ in indigenous American shamanistic traditions). In other words, there are positive and negative states of being. Some dimensions only embody one of the two states, while others embody the two in varying proportions. The polarised forces exist to perpetually power or charge the ever-growing expansion of the universal code. These forces exist within us, and we can alchemically alter the balance of the two within our vessels, shifting our frequential state towards our desired outcomes in the process. To summarise here, our internal balance of negative and positive energies must match the frequential characteristics of the timeline we wish to shift into. If I am correct, this is what is referred to as ‘quantum leaping’ and I am sure the likes of a Nikola Tesla were aware of this when informing us that, “If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration”.

Conclusion

We were all born into a veil of spiritual amnesia, which I think nullifies my resonance with and/or the influence any existential theory may or may not hold over my being. Perhaps this is a trap, and perhaps I wilfully leaped in, knowing I was entering into a state of spiritual amnesia for a purpose I can innerstand to a limited extent from within the physical and to a limitless extent from within the non-physical. I may have entered my current vessel through one timeline, through one cascade of events—a fixed point in the universe. This spiritual amnesia gifts me with awareness of the power of being in the state of ultimately having no clue for how I got here and if we remove linear time from the equation, there are an infinite number of possibilities by which I did arrive, all of which have been and continue to be lived. As the American poet and civil rights activist, Maya Angelou would say, “If you don’t know where you’ve come from, you don’t know where you’re going,”.

With quantum leaping, spiritual amnesia, and the idea of time being an ever-growing cyclical record of events, I can connect to a path by which I arrived as something stored in a universal data bank, containing memories (lived lives) of the one eternal macrocosmic universal entity (source) and will make the vessel/avatar I currently occupy embody the frequency required as a key to step into my chosen path. I can choose where I came from, with each path giving foresight into where I am going. I just need to embody the frequential nature of a path which casts light upon the reality tailored to my higher self’s desires, which I know to be encoded within my genetics. Then, we will see where to go from there. This could be a form of delusion—but isn’t everything in such an illusory space a form of delusion, and aren’t all ‘delusions’ manifestations of our imagination? Perhaps, when I exit this body, it will be to a universe beyond this one, governed by its own laws of nature that exist far outside of the scope of duality along with all the other forces of nature or laws of physics, but I will save discussing this topic for another blog. Until then, blessings to you and thank you for reading…

Lightwalker

14/09/2025